Dream Journal – 8/4/2019

One dream and one nightmare.

Mulan-style Chinese soldiers wearing armor march in a column carrying blunderbusses/muskets and banners. A rag tag group without armor face off with and charge towards the enemy (probably the Huns) and throw javelins before engaging in hand-to-hand combat, I see this from the Hun perspective. Then I am playing capture-the-flag and am hit with a beanbag from a player from the opposing ream who is actually a former classmate of mine from Jinhua junior high school in Taiwan who I don’t think liked me, maybe because I am half white. I punched that guy in the face (in real life), that shut him up. Anyway, tagged by the beanbag, I am “out” and receive scores of my efforts on an electronic blackboard connected to a drink fridge, high marks for earnestness but low marks for athleticism. I ride an elevator above the fray where I see Chinese soldiers standing in a winding, line around the grounds, lining up to their execution at the hands of the Hun.

Image from Instagram: @dee_age

Nightmare. I am at a window facing the city lit up at night (looks like New York, since there is a tall, skinny building known as 432 Park Avenue visible out the window.) There is a white plastic windowshade flapping in the wind and a metal chain at the side of the window (outside the window) that is flapping with it. I try to hang on to the chain to close the window and windowshade but it keeps eluding my grasp. Now a thunderstorm begins outside the window with thunder and the sounds and feelings of rain, it is afternoon and the clouds and rain are making the view dark, but there is still grey-ish green light. The rain makes it more urgent to close the window, and now the white curtain turns into a white dummy/mannequin with rubber covering her flat chest (there is only a chest and head), I am holding on to the mannequin with white fake hair and I stroke her hair without seeing her face, as she is facing a bit down even though her chest is facing up (it’s obviously mixed up, I see a bit of her face but not much). The mannequin seems to be on a swivel crosswise so I turn her up a bit, and then she fully turns around and upward at her own volition and her face and eyes are contorted in a grotesque, skull-like manner, and she emits a hissing sound. I cry out softly and awaken.

Commentary: The Mulan dream is influenced by my viewing the trailer to the new live-action Mulan movie. The mannequin dream, all I can say is that I was attracted to the mannequin at first, which made her transformation all the more frightful. Also the feeling of not being able to do a simple task (close the window). I think this nightmare is a good candidate for a short film, though. I would love to create the mannequin prop myself and it might be decently easy to animate her face, the city at night, and the storm outside.

Dream a Little Deep Dream of Me (IV – End)

Does a machine have to know it is dreaming to dream?

The basic question to end our MML series on machine dreams and consciousness is, does a machine need to know it is dreaming in order to dream? In other words, if a dream tree falls in the dream forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?

Humans and other animals often have dreams but do not remember them, or remember having dreamt at all. In such states we are still dreaming, because if we were connected to a CAT scan, MRI or EKG machine our brain waves would emit signs of a dreaming state even if we didn’t remember having a dream or the contents of the dream itself.

In addition, I have no doubt that at least some non-human animals are or become aware that they are or have been dreaming upon waking up. A dog could dream of chasing a ball or a lion could dream of chasing an antelope, and each wake up in a start, but each would know that their waking state is separate from their dreaming state. Or else, wouldn’t they keep doing the same activity that they had been doing in their dream even after waking up? Clearly the activity stops, although it’s less clear what knowledge animals take from their dreams to dictate their waking activities, or if it is mainly waking activities that dictate their dreams.

Same goes for humans, of course, we normally become aware of the difference between dreaming and waking states, at least once we wake up. The problem with saying a machine/computer program like Deep Dream is dreaming, is that it doesn’t have any transitions between sleeping/dreaming and waking/dreaming states, it only has the one or more states for which it has been programmed. You can’t just call a machine’s default state the “dream” state if it is no different from its “waking” or normal state. And furthermore, it doesn’t have any self-awareness of switching between states. Again, by this I do not mean one has to be constantly aware of being in a dream (as we often don’t realize we are in one), but that when a dream ends, we return to reality (as best we can).

So can we program dreaming and waking states into computers? Possibly, but this may require programming artificial consciousness itself. The Dark-Light-Bright state model could be applied in a way that measures neural activity as a function of not only external stimulus but also internal chemistry, with the internal state of mind only an imperfect reflection of reality and somewhat detached as well. Perhaps with machines, this reality would be sharper given the digital rather than analog nature of their perceptions.

At any rate, the fundamental concept with programming consciousness (and dreaming) is one that harkens back to Immanuel Kant’s Unity of Consciousness from his Critique of Pure Reason. This Unity of Consciousness is what generates a sense of self and time and the independence of self and other objects from “everything else,” also generating perception itself. Without the Unity of Consciousness, all matter coalesces together into one indeterminate mass over an indeterminate time, which seems to be the machine’s current understanding of reality, since neither mass nor time are concepts a machine presently understands or comprehends. I would suggest that without a full Unity of Consciousness, one would not be able to distinguish between waking or dreaming states as well.

Immanuel Kant

So there you have it, if you can program Kant’s Unity of Consciousness into a machine, it might be able to transition between programmed states and dream like a human or animal does. This Unity of Consciousness in particular will be the centerpiece of many of my My Machine Life posts to come. Thanks for reading this blog arc!